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[Tim_Lou]

yes, its me, the tim that left this place a long long time ago.... i was a junior that time. I was under all kinds of pressure, so i decided to just take a break on everything in life...

i learnt a lot more physics after that. knowing the principles of the universe, my life became occupied. But right now, it seems that i went back to that state of confusion. i can no longer predict or plan what is going to happen. Being a senior, a summer away from college, i do not know what to do. i dont even have a compelling reason to get up in the morning on weekends. My life has simply...stopped

i wanted to do something, i wanted to get a job, i wanted to just have some meanings! but nothing seems to work, nothing seems to be possible...
seeing all my friends going to good colleges while im stuck in a mediocore state university. it makes me feel horrible. i felt i should've done more...

i was really suprised that my account is still there.i never thought that i'll come back to this forum; anyway, i did, because this is the place where i felt truely belonged. I don't know why I am posting this... perhaps it makes me feel better to express my feelings.

Also and as always, sorry about my bad english...